Lately...

Sorry I have been horrible at keeping this post up to date but a lot has gone on lately. As most of you know, the center, the rock, the level head of the family decided he had enough with earth life and left to go spend eternity in heaven. Dad departed earth 10 months ago and nothing has been the since ever since. I miss him more than anyone could ever imagine, and I miss my family also. Ever since he passed away, my family has gone from dysfunctional to extreme insane. I wish there was some sort of magic pill to give them to make them realize that yes, it sucks, but we will be okay if we all pull it together and start acting like a family. For about 2 weeks after he passed away, everything was okay, everyone was talking, but I knew the entire time it was going to fade away. It just sucks, and the one person that I could always talk to about it was dad, and well, he is gone. I just need to remember that he might not physically be next to me, but he is still there listening to me.